SO I wanna meet the Jonas Brothers this weekend, it's been 2yrs
since we last seen each other (m&g - not concert wise), but I don't
know the first  thing about being a creeper. Ooh well.
LoL Do I have any AllState Arena
connections in the house? haha.

1] Your lame for thinking I give a crap about you & everyone else on the plant making fun of the boy band "shitty" music I listen to & love so dearly. Like your the first to come up w/ all the shit you say, please. Everyone loves what they love & who are you to be the big all mighty on whats good and whats bad? Who.Gives.A.Fuck.

2] I am well educated thank you very much, just because I suck at math means nothing, and is of no harm to me or you, so stfu. Everyone has a subject they are not their best at. Is it wrong to be a dream instead of a scholar?

3] I work 2 jobs, how about you? Is it wrong for me to complain about not having money when a paycheck is late & I was saving it for something fun I wanted to do? Yeah, I'm gonna be upset if it's late, naturally you would be too. Again, who cares if its a "tweens concert" you love who you love. People have an influence on you & you cant help but be apart of something bigger & more exciting. Get over it.

4] I can be a jerk about my Fiancé's ex girlfriends if I want too. You do it too I'm sure, in fact I've heard you. Everyone does it, who cares? I also DO NOT tell him he isn't allowed to talk to her, they were best friends after they broke up & she was the one talking to him being an idiot & trying to break us up b/c she was jealous I had her dream. He chooses not to talk to or associate with her, that is NONE of my doing. So watch your mouth. I do not make my Finance do anything, he does it all himself. BTW - he hates them, their family, and friends, why wtf would he want to talk to someone who was sabotaging his relationship? Trust me, being friends w/ an ex's family isn't extremely uncomfortable, and why its your business what we share/shared with each other. You're friends with who you love. Who wants to be friends w/ someone who wants to ruin your life? No one. You're stupid if you do.

5] I have my own apartment & everything I need, I do it all on my own, not that it's any of your business.

6] One person in particular, your new boyfriend needs to stop coming up to us & saying Hello & "I don't hate ya man..." blah blah blah after "threatening" to beat my guy up b/c your girlfriend lies to you about how he treated her. Your a uncomfortable dud, who no one personally likes. Why some of the people we know tolerate you, we'll never know.

7] Stop letting your man steal money from you. That's not right, he isn't a good guy. & start hanging with your friends again, no one likes a person who ditches everyone 24/7 for their significant others.

8] Why are you so interested in our lives? You have your own, start living it. Your incredibly boring, all your friends say so. When your out w/ your new man, stop staring at us or purposely walking by MY FIANCE to see if you catch his eye. You don't, trust me.

9] We laugh about you guys all the time. We're quite amused at how awkward you all are.
 

10] I'm still not sorry I "have your dream." LMAO best conversation ever had. Now it's my dream & I'm living it baby!

I posted this today on a few Military Support group forums, hoping that I can get some insight & also more things I should take into consideration if/when something like this should happen. I just wanted to post what I wrote so you guys can see it. Also if any Army National Guard/Military Girlfriends/Fiances/Wives are interested in Be-Friending me, feel free!

" Hello all, my name is Jessica. I am not sure how long I might be a member of this Community, I’m not sure if it would be right of me to join or not but I just had some questions, concerns about your Military men going to Iraq & stuff. I just want to know, what are the hardest parts? What do you do to get yourself through the days when you really miss him? How is he going to change? Will he even change? What should I expect when he comes back home? Just any and all info anyone would like to share.

I am engaged to a Army National Guardsmen, I was not dating him when he was in training etc., he was dating someone else at that time. That was about a year or two ago he joined. So I never had to go through any of that kind of stuff. Recently we were talking about how sometimes he thinks about volunteering to go to Iraq. But he didn’t want to because he would miss his friends & me way to much because it was difficult enough when he was in training, he doesn’t want to be gone for so long. Anyways, he asked me what I thought & I told him it was ultimately up to him what he wanted to do, which shocked him because no one had ever told him before that it was his decision, it was mostly about others feelings, not his. Anyways, long story short, he said he would think about it & if he was deciding on going he would talk to me about it first & we would decide together.

So I guess my reason for writing this is to just get an idea of what he & I might be going through if he did decide to go. I know a lot of nothing about this military stuff, would never do it but give crazy props to those who are amazing enough to do it. I guess I just need different points of view as to how I should think about everything etc. when we might actually have this talk, things I should consider besides the fact that "I’ll miss you like crazy while your gone!" and stuff. Thank you so much if anyone is willing to share some stories/info. God Bless all you wonderful women who have crazy brave Soldiers!

♥ Jessica 23/f/Indiana " 

So there you have it... I've gotten 2 replies back & they were pretty nice girls. I'm still deciding how I feel about this kind of stuff, but eh. Ultimately it is up to my Soldier & I'm down with whatever he decides to do. Thanks for readin. I've got nothing to spectacular to post at 5am haha. I'm going to bed now, Gnight!

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